i Told her that i loved her, you know. Facts are facts and i want facts when it comes to things like this. But i know that i feel this way. i Can defend and bend anything put in front of me.

And now i defend my love of her from myself.

i'M definately winning.

Thing is when you do it over email and she hasn't replied to it in a couple days you get a little nervous. i Hope i didn't over do it. i Hope she sees where i am coming from.

Well, shit, i Hope she atleast replies.

And the outside audience is wondering "WHAT THE FUCK DIDNT SHE DUMP YOU?"

yeah, well, shut up... that only lasted like six hours. Me and Micah are fucking DYNAMIC you hear?

And the outside audience is laughing "THE DUMBASS SAID HE LOVED HER OVER THE INTERNET!"

well, yeah, shut up... i also said to her as she was driving away... and infront of the stars... man that was such a great night... but yeah i said it in person... and i sent the email because i am in fucking Egypt right now, alright?

i Hope she's doin alright and is happy... it was her birthday a day ago (i am not even sure because of this damn time zone difference) and she seemed really bummed. i don't like it when she's bummed, really.

but yesterday i scared the living shit out of myself. i talked and complained about all the shit i've been practicing on for some time and people listened.

shit.

oh shit.

shit.

you know i would exchange all those stupid compliments on my insationable head for five minutes with her. even over the phone. i don't need that crap, you know? don't tell me what i have is good... what i have is swollen and it aches most of the time. give me her.

forget ya'll.

man she better reply to my emails by tonight or i am going to stratch my mosquito bites until my nervous pondering goes away.

HERES TO EGYPT

AND TO LOVIN HER

LET IT BE