josue, again,

my mind reaches for you
wanting some ecstatic resonance
some emblazoned celestial so heavenly

if i could christen you
some star afar well
could i ask you how you are?
could you tell me?

the sun is here now
in yawn on a sunday
i wait to go to work
everyone asleep

you were such a recluse
and your pain was beautiful

you left without saying goodbye
you left not yourself
you left fucked up and discourteous
to your soul, to our soul

you left
you left
you left
me

i reach for you
wanting some ecstatic resonance
some emblazoned celestial so heavenly

in irreverence
to dogmas
and beliefs,
i hope you are watching and
beyond that i hope you are proud

i'm trying, my friend,
i'm trying to take our wide stance words
and hone them in fervor
and recite them for we may find our beating Heart

josue, again,
i breath heavy
and tears compel
the unsaid covenant
of Love

and i do swear
on all that i am--
such a bond,
our bond,
will be fulfilled,
and our covenant
will forever remain

no matter where you are
or how you are
or what you are

we will find our beating Heart
we will find our Beating Heart
we will find Our Beating Heart