methods of the acceptance of the absence of the assembly of emblazoned eternity

inter-weaved continuums
that turn coarse collision
into serenade
that bloom the heart
further
that cause the soul to
swell
that seduce tender
that forget not
what lingers in
forever

5:26 and
i dare to taste
the bitter tastes
and feel loss completely
rather than sweep it
under the rug like
some ho-hum idiot
on the quest for no trouble

fuck that.

interweaved continuums
in an apartment
polish 1st generations
reminisce on all that it is
to be them juxtaposed
and i stare wide-eyed
realizing i lost the game
she did not even know
we we're playing but

i will be altered
even if it makes
iron frame-works
of my brain quake
i will be altered

drumming foreign rhythms
on a twelve pack of beer
to the polish happy birthday

nodding humbly to the human
who can mention their bi-polar
3 minutes in the conversation

maintaining exhausting theatrics
as to suspend the consoling
questions but

i was hit yes
i was hit with
"so where are you from?"

and the script was
initiated

trite interweaving continuums
conjuring a cleanly feeling of togetherness
that never seems to translate

no one is ever alone

but our games
some crafty
some easy
our games tear us apart

like beer pongs
or crucifixits
or the 4:20s
or the damsels,
or the owls

desire is important
getting what you want
isn't

the coarse continuums
i let them go
straight through me
taking what they would

sometimes you are left
cheap and used let alone
confused and all riled up
to defend yourself against
all the resistances

luckily the world falls apart
and you wake up learning
how to cheat your way out
of a conversation or

how to not cheat your way
out of a conversation or
methods of the extension
and maintaining of the
heart or

safe-vault heart precedures or
methods of the assembly of
emblazoned eternity or

methods of the acceptance
of the absence of the assembly
of emblazoned eternity